Untitled #6 (Sitting in silence)

I sit in silence wondering where you are

Are you okay?

Did you arrive at your destination safely

Wild thoughts race of all the things

That could have went wrong today

Of all the things that could be found

Truth was nowhere in sight

My tears you maw on between your gum and cheek

Loving Lies and Cold alibis

Sitting here in silence wondering where you are

I realize

I don’t know who you are

Sylvester

I come from a town with

6 traffic lights and a train

My thick thighs

Round backside

Dark brown eyes

Get me smiles in this town

6 traffic lights and a train

Too often on my brain

Is all the pain

Days of bumble bees

Water hoses and dogs

From these trees

My people use to hang

Its wild right

6 traffic lights and a train

Fourteen years later

Still crying for Pam, Robert, and Mayo

Gone too soon

Too soon forgotten

In my mind class of 99 will forever live on

Cotton fie...

Sitting here cold and alone

Thinking of the loves that came before you

Wondering if this is really the end or

Will others follow you

These feelings I have I can no longer keep inside

Stewing while the outside dies

My tears at night you pretend no see

The sounds of my heart breaking

Echo between the sheets

But your attention I still seek

Though my love for you is different

My feelings of inadequacies are same

Talking to you gets me no ...